Counting missing toes

Its been quite a long year in debts.
Travelling, investing in competitions and some silly unexpected money wasting method i used. Well, accidentally.

To sum it up, its not a very good year but still pulled through it.


But its quite a nice way to end it watching the best movie in 2009.

As of today, I wouldn't want to be in a sardin kind of situation to watch some fireworks.
Call me an old lady...i dont mind. I do act like one.


I would prefer to knit (although i dont know how) watching soap operas.
Call me boring...i dont mind. I'm one hell of a bored person.


Today is the last day of the year. Last Thursday of the year....
A few hours away from year 2010.


Nothing to anticipate anymore...I should spend more time finding anticipations.
Besides catching up every movies i missed when i'm in debts.
Catching up with friends, maybe?

Maybe I could stare at my bellybutton for a long long time.
Or should i try to learn some new tricks to impress my dog.

Hair needs some shaping.

I feel like I have been looking into the same person every morning for too long a time.
I started to feel nauseaus.

And i have a dog here licking my screen...cool huh...

MFDC SemiFinal

Its been a slowdown in posting and to keep the blog somehow...alive.
Life hasn't been very interesting for me though. However,

The result for Malaysian Footwear Design Competition semifinal is out today.

There's a total of 12 entries from 5 people from my company who entered.

May (shoes + graphic designer) = 3 ladies fashion entries.
2 ladies evening entries.
1 ladies casual entry.

Jen (senior shoe designer) = 1 ladies fashion entry.
2 ladies evening entries.

Jo (fashion designer) = 1 ladies evening entry.

JoonMing (graphic designer) = 1 men fashion entry.

Saiful (accessories designer) = 1 ladies fashion entries.


Entries highlighted in red failed to make it to the semifinals.

However, entries highlighted in green are all IN.

5 of us managed to get to the semi and will need to prepare for sourcing and prototyping the shoes drawn.

Root for us!


Check out my shoes entries drawing here!

Its cold these days

It has been a long long while since i've last blogged. Busy with batik competition that has already over by now. Busy with trying to make more money with beading dresses from my company.

All in all, I have slowly transformed to a bitter, homely spinster. Lol.
Due to some financial difficulties, I have been staying away from malls, and weekends hangout with friends activities.
Although, I'm still a regular cinema patron. Where, most of the time alone i guess.
Think that I have pick up this habit to watch movies whenever and wherever i feel like it.


I'm blogging from my office, this time of the month, I'm a little free. Trying to search for some part time job.
Waiting for time to pass. Waiting for weekends to come. Waiting for...

*skip*


Lets talk about the weather.
It rained endlessly these days. Its all cosy and sleepy. It certainly doesnt help raining in the morning where I have to get up and go to work.

Oh, I almost forgot.

Initially, this post is to talk about Melbourne.
I'm flying to Melbourne in June.

HK first in January.


Turning 23 soon. Reminds me of how fast time flies.

Dangerous stunts

Kids at home, please do not try to follow the actions.

I have fall (literally) countless of times being a human.
I have always been.
From the bus,
slippery floor,
clean and even roads,
from games,
and today....

i feel from the stairs...to be precise, its diving down the stairs.
strangely it hurts but i dont really feel it.

I could say I'm lucky i'm wearing pants instead of short skirt, or else I'll be so embarrassed I dont think I'll work there anymore.

In a daze today

Around the world

Well, this idea has been at the back of my head for several years now. Its what I've (well, most ppl) always wanted to do before I'm 30. Somehow it feels like my spontaneous nature will bring me to pack my luggage, hop on a train and I'm gone. How I wish it could be that simple. Drop your job, pack your bags, leave a note to your parents and oh! i'm already at another side of the world.

Well, for what I think, I'll definitely need to make it happen. As I almost forgot that I'll be 23 next year. Thing is, I dont really have a plan. Yet. I'll make one. I'll do researches and I'll fund it. I'm just afraid that by then, I lost the fire. I hope I'll manage till then.

Stepping foot in foreign land, work wherever and whatever to fund my travel. This will definitely be my goal for the next 12 months.

who's with me?

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Fly me to the moon

Its mid autumn festival today.
Not sure if its something worth celebrating.
Well, at least I think its best if its being celebrated.
For I think if it can be omit, i will be the same for coming years.
Are we losing the essence of being a chinese?
Or is it not really that important of a festival.
Even neighbours kid dont play candles or lanterns anymore.
Maybe they are all grown up, just like me now.
As Malaysian, we tend to have too many to celebrate.
So, it doesn't really matter though, to miss some...
Right?


What will matter from now on? And what doesn't?

Goddess

Prologue

Clocks ticking.
Times running.
Pocket draining.
Back aching.
Sleep depriving.
Soul depleting.
Mind wandering.
Ideas hiding.
Fat increasing.
Batik completing.
Shoes drafting.
Heart crying.
Accomplished nothing.
While writing.
Clocks ticking.
Times flying.
Moon shining.
Result waiting.
Clothes soaking.
Breeze tickling.
Dream pending.
Friends leaving.
Age catching.
Blogging.

Back from Siam

I have had a tremendous vacation with my colleagues in Pattaya and Bangkok.

First ride a jet ski
First almost drown after thrown down the sea by the banana boat
First elephant show
First tranny show
First thai cultural show
First cruise dinner
First lost in chatuchak
First spa
First thai massage

This is one of my longest time away from home, most pocket drenching trip i have ever been.
But its all worth the experience.

Next stop will be melbourne.

Accomplishment

I spent the whole month of August finding ways to earn extra bucks for me to go for a holiday.
Well, my target at first was a bit off....where I tried to earn one k and everyone else thinks i'm a nonsense. Okay, i admit. That was nonsense. There's not really a legal way to earn 1 k in a month having a full time job. If you know of one....i'll hate you for not telling me earlier


It all happened when I decided I'll go to a 6 days trip to bangkok with my colleague and all...
It was end of july then. I had 5 weeks to make it possible.


Some offered to lend money to me, some even say to sponsor me.

Some say to buy lottery...(which i did but did not win )

Some say to sell body.....lol


Of course, as a designer, the most natural thing that comes in mind is freelancing.
But, one thing with freelancing is that you dont really get the money on time.


I sell soya bean. Every 3 days in a week. I go around my office to get people to order soya bean, and deliver it the next day. It kinda worked I dont know why, 80 % of people like to drink soya in my office. I just need to wake up 3 hours earlier in the morning.


I sell soya beans, black soya beans and even soya beancurd.

So far, black soya beans sells best because of its nutrient values that somehow every auntie in my office knows of.

I feel accomplished. Its really great to live life. Well, at least I can prove that I can do it if I am serious about it.

Cant wait to embrace the beach in Pattaya!

Goal Calendar

After having been trained in The One Academy for 3 years, I realised that I cant really survive without a deadline. And without a target, a bull's eye.

I have been working for a year and realised that I didnt achieve anything thus far. Not portfolio, not winning any competition, no freelance whatsoever. Everyday is just routine, doing the almost same thing month for month by now.

Thats why I thought of setting some goals for myself, short term ones of what to achieve in 2 years. That will be 104 weeks, 730 days. Quite plenty if I really made use of it.


Some people works 20 hours a day. I certainly cant do that anymore. I'm old for goodness sake.
watched UP the other day and realised that really, the adventure is out there. Nothing's gonna happen for real if i keep staying in the same circle, shying away from what is...out there.


I have always had this thought, that is to be able to work overseas. But if I never had a timeline for it, it will never happen.

So, I thought of this GOAL CALENDAR. I worked well with deadline, in fact, cant really work without it. I worked better with things that has some limitation thats why.

What this goal calendar does is to set a goal in a timeline and to be able to accomplish it.
Treat it like a final assesment...and will be graded, so I wont be so half assed about it.

I plan to design it, that is to suit everyone that feels like they need to accomplish something in life...

I do have the rough idea on it though...

1) GOAL
2) DEADLINE
3) ACTIONS
4) OUTCOME
5) ANALISATION


Key things like SWOT analysis. But its a very very initial stage, I hope I could give it more of a thought, figure it out exactly what it takes and needs to accomplish a task.
The loopholes, the design of it in every page and the format of it...whether or not it should be in a book, or it works better with a big ass manilla card, or small notebooks, stick ons, and so on.


It feels like an idea, i need people help me expand it...well, for those who dont think that its stupid.

It would be great if it could be improvised, making it easier and effective achieving something shortterm. At the very least, it makes me feel like i really live everyday doing something.

So, any ideas?

We're IN

We are IN! Into semifinals for Piala Seri Endon!

Proud to say that all entries from my office colleagues are EEN!

Competition

Collection of 3 for Batik Competition.
First round ended. Wish me luck!

Fundraising Project

Right, actually, there's not really a solid plan in my mind.
But I'll erm...try. Haha...


So, it took me half an hour to decide to go to Bangkok with my colleagues. Whereas I think they should go and do sales not design. God, I somehow felt like I just jumped right in into a trap.

In September, we are going to Bangkok and Pattaya. And the budget is at least 1k. Well, given the fact that we went there for like almost a week. Its only reasonable. But the biggest problem is, I dont have the money for a grand trip like this and yet, I am already in. Therefore, I already given up the fact that I am in it and start to think to roll in money. To expand the current savings i got.
Loan is not a good choice for me though.


Now I have got one month to roll in 1 k. Which my mom say impossible, and I shall prove it wrong. Even if not completely wrong, at the very least.


Surprisingly, lady chrystal is going at the exact same date to boot.
Lol....this is unskippable already.


The thing now is how should I fundraise? (legally)

Selling accessories and soya bean is one of it though.

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Too much to say

The Internet has been a pain in the ass for me.

I have trouble going online, not to mention blog.
It might be the cord problem, the modem or I just have the anti Internet waves.

I watched plenty movies recently. Not like my backyard finally grows money tree. I just feel like going into the cinema. And I dont really remember what i watched though.

It has been a long while since the last post.

I am in a process joining Piala Seri Endon, a batik design competition.
Together with another colleague of mine.

I just went to rage HK.

I did not get slimmer. Ate a lot of rice instead.

I think I'll get my hair bobbed. Later today.

Melisa (one of my bestie) went to melbourne.

Things are changing. Somehow I'm still stuck in the same point. In certain ways.
I still hate cockroach. Still fat.

alone in this

My disappointment washed me up. Totally. And I cried myself to drive back home from the office. I know. I know its coming when its handed to me. The letter. I just hope very much that I wouldn’t be as bad as I imagined. The revision salary topped up to only a 100 ringgit and it seems to me like its begging at the roadside, having to have a very rich man dropping a 50 cents into my cup beside me. I hate the sound of it and I hate how it gets to me and I’m still crying. I cry myself to sleep. I wasn’t able to eat anything. I don’t feel that I can. I am a worrier. I am worried about things that did not happen not to mention things that had happened.

How could he do that? a hundred ringgit is not an appraisal. Even I would never thought its going to be that low. That my worth are only a hundred ringgit after a whole six month. Especially this one that comes with a confirmation. What have I got myself into? Am I not good enough? Am I that bad to the extend I need to beg for appraisal? To tell the truth, I really feel beaten, and I thought I was doing quite a good job. Guess I was wrong. Big time.

Never anyone from the same department ever get the appraisal that low. And it makes me think, am I such a bloody sucker? Did I always makes mistakes? I slack? Or am always late? Why am I being punished like this? Do I deserve it or what?

At lunch time earlier, my car tyre got into a bloody hole that I couldn’t avoid in time and it got busted. And I need to get a new one to replace it and it costs me 150 ringgit. The thought of it makes me wants to vomit. The appraisal that I received is not even good enough to cover the cost of the broken tyre. What a joke. What A JOKE. What is this all about? Why am I getting into trouble and every time I did, it’s a few in a row?

I couldn’t quite figure it out. As I voice my thoughts my tears are still strolling down my cheeks. I am disappointed. Lost. And I couldn’t quite concentrate after the letter. I silently lets few drops down in the toilet and quickly wipe it off before everyone in the office knows about how vulnerable and a crybaby that I am. I didn’t even let my mom know about it. I just slip into my room when I got back, immediately pretend to sleep so I wish that I was a bad dream and I sleep through it.

I will definitely have a word with the boss, telling him that I deserve more and I’ll do just that. I cant imagined what will be the figure for the appraisal the next time if I could endure this time’s. No. I wont budge my standing point. I’ll get what I want. At least a little better than what it is now.

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Life is like a roller coaster

Life is like a roller coaster.
It will go too fast that sometimes, before you can register what happens, it ends.
That sometimes it scares you to wish that it ends immediately.
And looking ugly while on it. Screaming lungs out and hair all messed up.

Or maybe, some people are on it, while I am still on the line waiting for my turn to be at the top of the world. Or still deciding whether not I am going to ride it.


Like Chrystal say, everyone is going to land fame. Or at least Sam and Ah Peng is...


Sam won something at an international competition.
Ah Peng has gotten himself a chance to be a contributor and write for new tide magazine.

Oh I want to win a competition too.


So, before I lost track of my life. I should start planning for Piala Seri Endon...which is coming in a month and a half. And I need to get all those critical thinking back to me.
Conceptualizing and thinking which i ditched since i graduated. and which i shouldnt.

And a lot of polishing needs to be done.

Watch out for next post.

eclipse photoshoot for fallwinter09 behind the scene. If I can manage, I would probably even put a video up!

We are using celebrity models this time round...
They would have their own line too to go with the shoot.

Tripped in June

Finally its the end of May....
It means 2 things.

I am about to be confirmed in the company ; and
I just got my salary!


And the beginning of June marks...

my journey to Penang and Hong Kong!


I have always wanted to go to Penang, although for no reason...
Most people went there to entertain their taste buds, but my concept of travelling should be relaxing, and oh so comfortable, rest to my hearts content, not waking up in the morning rushing out to get to as many places as possible.

I learned this while doing my assignment, slow travel. I think it makes a point. And it makes sense.

I am going with 3 girlfriends, and I'm pretty sure we are going to get very very crazy. Well, at least I am and I believe I'm pretty contagious.

Of course, pictures will be up soon when event takes place!




Hong Kong trip. Owh....I am so excited about this one. I have only board a plane once, and its to Langkawi. For I think I am pretty pathetic with planes. Having to check in and out and stuff like that. But I am so so so excited! I think I might not be able to sleep the night before.


Although its a work trip, the fact is I have never been to Hong Kong before and just this point makes me jump up and down when my boss tells me I will be able to go with some of my seniors. And what makes the best part of travelling to Hong Kong this time?

ITS THE SALES. Shit, I should've saved from Standard 1 if i knew about it.

God, I'm so gonna be crazy over there. I dont care if I empty my savings. I'm just going all out with all I've got.


And pictures when event takes place too.
The date for both trips are very near too...
I will be blasted. I'm sure.


Oh, I wanted to wish my mom happy birthday here.

Maa....happy birthday....

Twenty two onwards...

It feels kind of weird to age nowadays, coz i think time passes too fast for me to already turn twenty two. And I have to say i haven't achieve much for living for 22 years. In fact, I dont think i achieve anything. Which is bad, because from now on, a year will feel like a month and I could easily turned 30 without even noticing.

Birthday this year is...hmm...how should i grade it? lol...forget it.

I got a lot of birthday wishes be it sms or facebook.
I am really grateful for friends that remembered my birthday, for I like to feel priviledged on my birthday. If only my boss would gimme a holiday for it. Which I think its impossible.

Which leads to events to my birthday. There are sub Chapters...

Movie Chapter

1. My mom treat me to movie ( wolverine ) on the 15th although she dont understand anything

2. I got another movie treat from Weipeow on the 17th watching angels and demons.

3. I got yet another movie treat from JT, on the 23rd watching startrek.

4. I watched yet another movie ( night at the museum ) with Pek Mun and ah Peng.

Books Chapter

5. I got a present from JT, Ashlei, Chin Hou, Eve, etc...a fashion book about asian designers

6. I got a present from Sam....a fashion book too, about japan fashion designers

7. I got a package this morning sent to my office, turns out to be Chrystal's present which is also a book but she warned me that its no ordinary one. Its a ....uhm....BLACK BOUNDED SKETCH BOOK. Inshort, its a blank note/sketch book.


Cakes Chapter

8. A night before my birthday, 3 suspicious woman tried to tricked me and surprise me which I am really surprised. And they caught me when I am looking at my worse, like just out of the bed, with my shaggiest clothes and most terriblest hairdo. Really want to kick them....but was touched by their effort. Although its not very successful, I am glad they came, bringing in a cake. A fruit cake to be precise.

9. On the 15th when I am working in the office, one of my colleague went up and tell me someone is looking for me and pop up ashlei all of a sudden, right in front of me. I was shocked i didnt really know how to respond. She find the way through my office, which I am amazed of, to pass me a birthday cake so I could share it with my colleague or family.

10. My colleagues/company, brought a cake like how its done for everyone's birthday, so another colleague and I are being celebrated the end.


And I got something from ahPeng which i think I wont mention it here or i'll have to pay 400 bucks. I guess people can celebrate my birthday as long as its still in May. Or else, why do I even being called May right?



I always got the knack of getting similar stuff for a birthday, this year will be books, movie tickets and cakes. The last time in secondary school top on the poll is cup and photo frames.


I thank everyone for the gift and thought. I love you guys.
I still cant imagine I'm already 22. I am guessing when will I get used to it.
Because I anticipated 21 and I did not see 22 coming ...so fast even before I could enjoy enough of 21. Ha...i'm greedy i know.

Post 100

Without realising its already the 100th post.
Which reminds me...its going to be one year old soon...the blog.
And I am no longer twentyone.


Today I cordially got invited to a karaoke with a bunch of long time no see friends. Or at least its a couple of months already since chinese new year. Not forgetting the fact that we stick quite closely everyday in college. Really missed those times where we had a nest our own.


And I enjoyed it. Really. Its good to meet up with them ocassionally. I so hope they dont pick those times when i'm at my poorest. lol


Today is a friend's birthday. And someone wished him happy birthday through sms and guess what. He didnt know who the hell wished him so i joined in the fun.
We called and he has no idea he's being make fun of. OMG this is so much fun. I restrained my laughter and it almost kill me. LOL


I just thought that I must do that more often. Maybe get a phone line and start to go around calling other people and tell them I know them why you never recognise me.
I should go for more of these outings. Make myself refreshed.

Sorting life

Few days ago....last Wednesday to be exact,
my colleague aka sifu is involved in a footwear competition in evening shoes category
and she got it first prize.

Although i dont know how much it means to her, I am kind of setting her as my target.
Well, maybe at least I could be the finallist or something for a competition's experience
Not like I HAVE to get it first or something, but I will do my best of course.



My mom announces that she will resumes working tomorrow
which is a total let down. And here i was planning a getaway with 3 days holiday and
i thought, if i can do it, i'll probably wont mind that i never had a holiday again.
Okay, maybe I will feel more empowered to go on with my daily jobs.



Its been a week since i last jogged. Shitty weather i would blame. And i'm serious.
Whenever i planned for a jog, it rains. Or its burning. Should run in the midnight or something.



I have kind of finished all the shopaholic series. Except the second book.
Now I feel like a total dumbass, buying loads in a go. And now i'm broke and in debt.
I lost track of the numbers that i have accumulated.


Its not really a good week to start with, I got myself flu and all and I cant even register properly what happened at work. All i feel is very drowsy and lazy and heavy eyelids and freaking humid.



Met up with Chrystal today bumped into Melisa.
Trying to sort out things, competitions but it seems like my brain is completely shut.
I dont know, just not spinning or in gear. I must have lost a nat or something.
Need to buck up or in a few years time I will feel like a total moron.


I have been reading this new book by S.K. Remember Me?
I guess after this one, I'll stop and work on my 10 things. Or get my life and weight managed.
Properly.


Clean my room for a start. Its horrendous. I dont know how to put it but it seems like my new wardrobe consist of a chair. And my working table, full of things like nail polish and all. And I'm still quite bad at it. Besides papers and clothes, the next thing that has dominated my room is dust. I dont even know how they landed here....I didnt even invite them okay?


Gee...I think I am taking this too long.

Oh, theres one news though. One of my cousin ( same age as me ) is going to turn 22 soon and she is hoping that her blur boyfriend would erm...propose to her or at least surprise her. haha.
And she's giving obvious hints. so funny. But it makes me realise that how big and old we've become. Unlike me, I never thought of a marriage at this age though. But it would be sweet to be married young though. Good luck couzie......just wondering should i tell her bf straight in the head to get him move. lol

Yet another one

I think I am going crazy these days.

Yesterday, I slept at 4 am.
Guess what I am doing?
I am reading yet another Sophie Kinsella's
Shopaholic ties a knot.

Interesting not about marriage of Luke and Becky, but more on how in depth the author has put into making the story. Well, I kind of guessed the ending...but its better than i thought.
Story about Luke's midlife crisis. And the usual bride with mother in law thingy.

Grand ballroom, cake tasting and listing of presents...
And Danny, and Suze's labour...

Like all those events choir together to make a perfect tune.
I feel the tense as the story goes.

And this is why I can hardly stop halfway, continue the next day.
I know, I'm crazy. But when am i not anyway?

I have been trying to change recently...
And I think I am doing a pretty good job.

I start reading books...like real books without pictures. And I gone haywired with it.
I start to jog....for something i want to accomplish in life.
I start to paint and protect my nails. Well, for some they would have bet on how long would i last doing these routine like say...3 days once.
I actually applied things like handcream and moisturizers....not like a routine but when i thought i need it.
I tried drinking less ice or no ice drinks. although sometimes i just couldnt bear the heat and pops some ice into my mouth.

Things that i need to get rid off is practicing to keep my room clean. Wash the utensils after meal. Wake up like the time i intended to. Start on my 10 IMAGES project!


Need to get my brains working now.

10 things

There are 10 things i would like to accomplish before I am 25....

It just come to my realization, although might be a little late but life is too short...
So i decided for myself that I should DO IT...and not plan it as it will never quite work out


1. Climb Mount Kota Kinabalu. ( That is why i started jogging now )
2. Watch a Philharmonic Orchestra.
3. Take a course. Whatever is fine.
4. Win a competition.
5. Earn a job in fashion cities such as milan or something
6. Weigh what i targeted
7. Movie marathon ( 24 hours )
8. Get on a hot air ballon
9. Watch an international runway show.
10. Get a boyfriend to do all the above with me.

Which I think number 10 is hardest.
And number 7...movie marathon.

But I believe if 10 cannot manage, I will be able to get my sweethearts to do it with me.

Important it is to have some aims.

I was just thinking should i tag people with this?
Will they erm...throw me with rotten eggs?

I bet they will only use voodoo to curse me that i'll be fat for the rest of my life....
okay...that is EVIL....

So i'll know If i stay fat for the rest of my life will be those who did not do the tags....and hated me for tagging them. ha!

Tag tag.

Melisa ( for being my best childhood friend....dont sleep it over my tag okay? )
Chrystal ( I know you will be staying in TOA for another 2 years...but still...)
Peng Cheong ( you know what, if you do this tag, your pimples will disappear! )
Peow ( for i know u got too much to list down, so please restrain it to 10 only )
JT ( i know you are FREE!!!!)
Ashlei ( and i know you are pretty free too!...sorry i still owe u money )

People that I would like to tag but I can't but do it if you think I'm wrong

Yenny ( for i am quite scared with what she'll come up with...just a feeling though )
Pek Mun ( for she's as worn out as me last year )
Julie ( for i know its quite unrelevant in you blog )


I think I only managed to amuse myself.

Sophie Kinsella

Look, I am not usually a fan of novels...or books with all the words to blur my vision.
I hardly ever finish reading one. The last one I did was my Form 5 literature book which i don't really remember whats the title anyway. Something to do with pearls i think.

Two weeks ago, I got this sudden urge to read Confessions of a shopaholic mainly because I wanted to taste what people feels like reading difficult thick books like Harry Potter and Narnia before watching the movie just to have a better understanding of the whole plot.

I read it and I wish I watched the movie first before reading it. I kind of got carried away in my thoughts of whats going to happen and theres a lot of expectation from me out of the movie.
Although I did not thoroughly enjoyed it but I really like the movie. If its exactly as the book in the movie, why even bother watching it right?


And recently, I bought another 3 books by Sophie Kinsella, the same author of Confessions of a shopaholic. And I have made my way finish reading the book "Can you keep a secret"

And I think its too good! Lol. Its easy to understand, and for me, I can easily click and connects myself into the story and I kind of start to wish it would turn into a movie as well.
Its so damn funny sometimes, the author's remark and how she made it sound so real that I already have kind of playing "this" imaginary movie inside my head!

Its so addictive that I finish it in one day and a half. For I think its quite fast for me.

I like her books, I like how she portray the characters. Although I think half of it sounds like Becky Bloomwood. Its fantastic nevertheless.

So last night I finished reading it and I kind of imagined IF it were to be a movie, who would be Emma Corrigan? And I thought for a while and weirdly, I thought it would suits Kate Hudson best. I dont know why though...for I dont really take hollywood actor actresses seriously. I can hardly remember their names except for some.

Guess what, I just browse through the internet for some emma corrigan and sophie kinsella.
And I was shocked to see that this story is really going to be a motion picture!
And Emma Corrigan IS KATE HUDSON.

God. Now I want to guess who acts as Emma's boyfriend Jack Harper. lol.

Fantastic. Now I'll have to buy the rest of Sophic Kinsella's book, and I'm broke.

O.R.G.A.N.I.Z.E.

Talk about being organized...
Yesterday I attempt to re-organize my room, well...it improved a little...i guess

I always wonder if I am good at organizing things...
I think I am good at it when its not at its dead end...structuring things and arrange things when they are not too messy.
But when they are out of control, yea...i can't control it anymore...lol

I realise that my office table is quite decent and clean compare to other people's...
Perhaps, its because my duty is not as heavy.

I just had an organizer....to record down what happen and plan ahead...(if i feel like it)

My computer desktop, be it home or office, is really clean...

One thing that i will never manage to organize is my ting ting tang tang (accessories i mean)
I have tried mooncake boxes, chocolate boxes, organizing tray with little shelves and such...

And for what i know, now i don't even put on any. unless special occasion. For everyday I almost run to my car to get to my office...

But I think this is great for unorganized people like me...

























Chanel...pretty cool...isn't it?

Now one wont have to dive to the pit of a bag to search for a lipstick























Notice the resemblance? LOL

First Shoe Debut!

There you go! My first shoes!























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Anticipation...

In April, I'll be able to attend a fashion show in Pavillion...(well, my company participated)
and it will be my very first time having my shoes being paraded in catwalks by models...
I am very much anticipating how it'll turn out.

In May, I'll also be able to go on a trip to Hong Kong to do some material sourcing...
And meeting suppliers and such...most importantly, its the first time i'm going on a work trip. First time going to Hong Kong, first time going with colleagues and all...

Of course, pictures will be up when the event eventually take place. :)

OAK

Definitely not about the tree...
more about lust...

























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Well, guss what?

I Finally watched Benjamin Button.
Although its all by myself....but i feel so contented i watched it.
3 hours is very very long but its worth the butt cramp.

I sit alone with an empty seat beside me where after awhile, another lady, alone, sit beside me...
Lol...Well, I'm not that alone after all...
Loner sits with Loner...

I watched Slumdog Millionaire too last Sunday....I think its one of the best movie of the year!
Really really good....original....and so "live"
Portrayal of the brutality of the reality. "Blind singers earn double"
Not the usual bollywood rolling down the hills whatsoever.

And I like how they did not interrupt the movie with singing and dancing.
I appreciate that they make it happen in the end. So Bollywood.

Both the movies really deserves the oscars...
Thumbs UP

february drizzles

It is raining on the outside.
I was hesitating and procrastinating a lot.
The movie i wanted to watch...
The person i wanted to watch it with...
The things i would do if i can't make it to the show.

And its end up more like...

The movie i wanted to watch already been watch by lotsa other people
So I left with few people who would want to watch it with me
And so they are all busy...

So i end up sewing my skirt...
My playlist keeps repeating the 3 new songs...
one cantonese song, another english, and another mandarin

To stay at home at a sunday really bores me out.
I keep "brainstorming" to find something interesting for myself to do.
So i end up here...

I wanted to continue to sew my skirt but the sewing shop is closed today.
As i need the edge of the cloth to be trimmed....

Then i thought maybe i could go myself.
In my mind, i'm imagining that the cashier at the cinema counter look at me with sympathy.
I dont want that...

But I still can't believe i couldnt go for a movie today
for goodness sake, its a sunday.

For i still put on little hopes hoping that there will be at least one pops up to tell me...
I'm free lets go for a movie...


I might start on sewing another dress...
Might not.

I kind of hoping miracles happens....though........
The rain stopped...
but it still looks kinda gloomy.




















new color pallate for my spring summer collection

Smallest bag in my collection

night market raid...

Why girls need shoes more than their meal...

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JUST BECAUSE. NO WHY

Valentine

This year's valentine was almost the same like last year.
Except for the fact that...

i have a job

and i kinda have a stable relationship with the current one...
what i like and what i have always been looking for...


Today i managed to made a business...selling valentine's flower to B who just
got together with A. so cute...

B = the boy
G = the girl
I = I la what else...

B : hey may u got sell flower issit?
I : (not knowing that he has a girlfriend) yeah...you want? give to who leh?

B : To G geh...Got delivery ah? How much?
I : (so excited to know about the news) Woah...then, i'll email you about the details.

B : Okay...i see already i let you know k?
I : Sure (laughing so hard trying to contain)

B : i would like bright coloured flowers...any recommendation?
I : well, theres only 3 to pick from...orange, pink and red.

B : Then i want the orange one...(code XXX = 9 roses with a heart shaped wand) (not cheap too)
I : Okay

I : So its attention to G and its from B la ya?
B : yeah...its attention to G and its from "smiley choc" lol...erm, how about the delivery time? coz going out with her at 11 am like that...and how about the payment?

I : yeah...make sure u bank in asap
B : oh, i never banked in money before, issit okay by tonight? or tomorro morning? sorry u need to keep replying me.

I : Its okay. (so funny right? and so sweet!!! " smiley choc" wahahahaha...sorry...not intended)
B : and oh oh.... dont tell her about it...she dont know wan...:) thanks

I: Ah...i know its a surprise...

An situation of a disasters of dilemma appeared.

I : hey, so sorry the orange roses is sold out. only got pink and red
B : (in despair replied a sms) pink lo....

I : okay...so sorry
B : you see before the actual flower? nice anot the pink wan?

I : (i assured him for such a long long time...and say...if got complain upon receive the flower, tell me )

And after a little testing B done on G...B found out that G doesnt like pink! OMG...

B : Oh no...can i change colour? can i? she dont like pink o
I : I dont know i'll ask and see...

B : ( very gan cheong and say ) kenot change ady a? u busy a? sorry ah...
I : called the supplier and ask....its a green light so i immediately change it to red.

I called B and tell him i already changed it to red.
And he feels bad for changing the colour...as i told him Scarlet red rose is quite a matured colour.
And upon noticing it....he decide for a very long time and


B: Erm, I also confuse already. LOL ....Any suggestion?
I : well, your pink rose can always come next year isnt it? and i assured him that the red will be fine...and the light pink rose is not so good after all...

B : ok la...pai seh ah...later ur supplier also mad for keep changing the flower... lol...no experience ma...haha... thanks also...
I : you are welcomed...

At midnight in msn chatroom....

B : i want to ask...tomorrow she will get it before 10 or before 10 only the supplier start to send it out?
I : (well friends, what do u think?) of course she will get it before 10 la...boy

B : oh okay...why u call me boy?
I : coz u are like kindergarten on a date...so cute so sweet...


well, its alright...most girls will enjoy the frantic boyfriend trying to schedule everything and everything on his fingertips. and the amount of surprises the boyfriend managed to give to the girlfriend. surprise element always does good deed. all girls like pleasant surprises...haha
....so good to be in love.

MY CAR!!!!!

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Dream

Fragments of memories i just remembered.
Faded in dreams i'm not assured.
Weird. Painful. Sorrow; too soon
Happens on a lazy afternoon

With the boyfriend i rested.
The birds outside just nested.
Looking out while i wonder;
And my boyfriend just disappear.

I feel weird as i search
I feel weird as i search
Walked into a familiar house
A smell of goodness just arouse

I peek and i see
I see my mummy
Couldn't be reached.
Washed in the wind.

I held the door knob
My heartbeat stopped
I see a woman and a man
Sleeping soundly as best as they can.

The man is the dad
The woman is mad
I can't really figures
All i think is they are adulterers

I yelled for my boyfriend
I scratch and scratch my hand
I bleed and its numb
I'm hurt and its dumb

I closed my eyes
I opened my eyes
I saw a friend thats close to me
I asked her where have i been

She smile and smirked
I'm stunned its weird
I asked about him
She replied with a big grin

About my boyfriend she commented
That he is actually created
To hurt me to leave me
without reason it seems to be

He's an imagination.
My feelings are imagination.
The truth are imagination.
My world are an imagination.

And i was told
It was the work of my old
boyfriend that i leave
due to reason he didn't believe

Revenge and sorrow
Like the lions and the crow
Walking in the rain
is where i faint

Someone called....
it stopped.

I dreamed...will it come true.
I so wished it wouldn't

Never going to take long afternoon nap again.

honey honey honey

ihey honeys.....
























Finally the jar picture is here!

This is the size....for RM 17!

What have I DONE?

It seems like it has been a while since i last blogged..

Have been working on some BIG BIG.....
Hair accessories.



































































This is one of the first one i did!



Its super huge it looks like a berret....








































































Damn big isnt it? And i kind of like how my long fringe covers my eyes...





















*peek* hehehe


its all handmade...haha


actually does anyone dares to wear such a statement on your head to walk out of your house?
share with me...