Thursday, October 30, 2008

Puffy skirt number 2 - status (done)






















































Nightmare before halloween

New Bangs...





















New leggings...

My goodness...i cant see where my waist is....

Monday, October 27, 2008

Hair Makeover















BEFORE...



After two hours worth of 150 ringgit...





























haha...

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Puffy skirt number 2

MiuMiu inspired skirt




















mine is different colour palate though...




















Maybe i should add a black stripe to enhance the versatility















Black stripe added at the hem of the skirt....


Ugh...i hate ironing the stripes...i hope the results are worth the work...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Rebellious at old age.

I remember going through this stage in early secondary school...

I cant believe i am going through it once again.
Whats with this?
Am i just stubborn for no reason?
I am trying to figure it out too


These few days i got no mood to work at all...
Being manipulated
An output machine and a lot and a lot of boh song ness...

Repeating the same old thing with colleagues and all they suggest is...

Just deal with it...do what my superior wants...
Get it done and let it pass...thats it.

Come to think of it, these kind of cold war going on between me and my cd is kind of tiring and depletes my energy faster than i think...

I for one...want to do a good job...
be it for the company or for my own portfolio

Its a pitch job...come on....
I am serious...and you just want to rush out the job instead of getting good ones

I know this person doesn't like people disagree with him over everything...
especially his design

Then again...i cant really understand his aesthetics...
A concept. An idea.
It can be bungkused in many ways...
It just depends on what kind of look and feel are on par with the concept, the client and the scale of the project.

Good....tissue box is good.....make everything tissue boxed...

tissue box billboard...tissue box booklet....tissue box invitation card...how cool is that...
remember...you are not pitching for a tissue account...its property for goodness sake

Great....tomorrow i am going to get the tissue boxes done and thats it.
Like my colleagues said...it is not worth the time and energy to argue over things that is like a stubborn stain.

But i feel like storming into his room tomorrow and reason with him. There MUST be a way to finalize these...


I felt sorry to adobe illustrator and indesign software using them to do something so tasteless


Because when you are stubborn...i am stubborner...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

A dash of happiness...



















Still remember this? A pair of shoes i bought not too long ago.










The surprise it gave me...


Nowadays I am trying to find things to amuse myself.
To find the dash of happiness in my life and in everything i do.

Life is getting tougher...Decisions are getting harder to make.
Hope and Wishes fading out to hide themselves.

But I believe whatever happened happens for a reason.

And while stuck in the jam for almost 2 hours...i do some light scribbling.



















Not that fantastic but at least it made me feel that the jam is not that bad afterall.

These few days i feel quite discouraged. Work thingy.

Just dont get it.

Oh...

Another magical moment
















its a rainbow. havent seen it for quite some time.

Its faint...but its there. Now, that makes a difference...

someday...i hope i can make a difference.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

My Heart

This is the first time i blog from my office workplace.
Yesterday was my first mc.
Yesterday too i understand what working life is all about...

Today still not fully recovered, i am back at my workplace and once again being used as an output machine. I know i know...this is what working is all about.

And yesterday there was an offer from some company i applied before.
Was thinking should i go there?
At the same time greedily thinking that there will be somewhere else that would suit me better.

Staying in? Going out?
No idea what is coming ahead of me.

The studio now is as quiet as a sleeping baby.

Nothing really drives me now.

Some thinking that being 21 is really young. Can do all sort of fun stuff.
But i am thinking i shouldnt waste time and to go for what i wanted to do.
But i dont really mind getting more experience before going towards my dreams.

What are they? Where are they?

Sinking....i mean...thinking....
Wouldnt it be like...starting everything all over again?

Still wondering if i should make that call...

ahh...headache la...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Friday, October 10, 2008

Convocation (duo pictures in robe)

On the memorable 5th of Oct...
its the big day for every Batch 55 and Batch 58

Because....

WE GRADUATED!!!




















my mortar board and i

DUO PICTURES....
























Shawn
























Samantha



















Wei Peow



















OPX



















JunnTseng
























Kah Khing
























Ben
























Suraya
























Amanda
























Sasa Ling
























Xydra




















Ang Ang Ang
























Peng Cheong
























Kai Chan
























Ashlei
























Juliana
























Ya Ying
























Ah Ying
























Chrystal (dont know when she became goddess)

Next up will Trio pictures in robe.