Dream

Fragments of memories i just remembered.
Faded in dreams i'm not assured.
Weird. Painful. Sorrow; too soon
Happens on a lazy afternoon

With the boyfriend i rested.
The birds outside just nested.
Looking out while i wonder;
And my boyfriend just disappear.

I feel weird as i search
I feel weird as i search
Walked into a familiar house
A smell of goodness just arouse

I peek and i see
I see my mummy
Couldn't be reached.
Washed in the wind.

I held the door knob
My heartbeat stopped
I see a woman and a man
Sleeping soundly as best as they can.

The man is the dad
The woman is mad
I can't really figures
All i think is they are adulterers

I yelled for my boyfriend
I scratch and scratch my hand
I bleed and its numb
I'm hurt and its dumb

I closed my eyes
I opened my eyes
I saw a friend thats close to me
I asked her where have i been

She smile and smirked
I'm stunned its weird
I asked about him
She replied with a big grin

About my boyfriend she commented
That he is actually created
To hurt me to leave me
without reason it seems to be

He's an imagination.
My feelings are imagination.
The truth are imagination.
My world are an imagination.

And i was told
It was the work of my old
boyfriend that i leave
due to reason he didn't believe

Revenge and sorrow
Like the lions and the crow
Walking in the rain
is where i faint

Someone called....
it stopped.

I dreamed...will it come true.
I so wished it wouldn't

Never going to take long afternoon nap again.