Dying...

...for another job.

i think problem really comes in when human goes older...
you worry you dont have a job
you worry when you have one
and you worry how are u gonna get a new one
and finally you worry how are you gonna dissmiss yourself from the old one


and so i went for a few interviews....so far so good....
i think interview these things are like piano....
practice.


the more you practice the better you think you are.
and interviewing is just like going into the exam room and waiting for the examiner to say"start"


so far, while i am enjoying getting calls from people who are interested in hiring me...i am frusfrated how am i gonna tell the current boss....


a sense of guilt is surrounding me.

its just because they are nice people and to be honest i just hate myself sitting in the office getting free wage without putting any effort worth the money.


and i am rusty. dragged myself too far from design for a few months.

now getting fat and ugly....eww
please get the mirror away from me.....


catching up with lost dramas....

recently watching sapuri...


i want......


CASH...


theres this pair of shoes i want so badly...
i am waiting for cash to drop from the tree....

ugh...next week...baby, please be mine.....
i will post u up here for everyone to see....

promise me u wont follow other girls okay?